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yep~ this journal just write 4 entertainin myself ...LOL

ha ha ...im crazy sometimes...

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i just watched a show called so u think u can dance days ago, lol i luv that show...

what a garbage i wrote ...lol  forgive me coz i slept few hours these days...

i wake up at 6:30 am this morning...and i only had 3.5~4 hrs sleep yesterday...

i luv coffee ... and i drink a lot...i have palpitations sometimes...

well...my mom always asks me 2 sleep less...lol coz she's afraid that i may grow taller...lol

yep...funny...XD

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and after 3~4 hrs ,i have 2 go home ...with my heavy packages...

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since i feel bored then ...

i always think that list something is a good way 2  consume ur boring times

so let's list something...

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songs that will make me cry  TOP 5 lol

1.demolition lovers (mcr)

2.cancer (mcr)

3.disenchanted (mcr)

4.dont jump (tokio hotel)

5.numb (linkin park) 

yea~ i just finished another 2 exams....aww~ im so exhausted *physically*... i only slept 3~4 hrs last night :P

i kept debugging my calculator program >>then i finally made a gd 1 Hoo~

yea~ so i think i will get a high score on that  XD

well its very hot here...its about 36 degree celsius outside....

                                    

i bought me an ice cream then took this pic LOL

aww~ *Gee is so cute(^_____^)* here HAHA (yea u can have it if u want LOL)

yea~ just do sth interestin then i have 2 go 2 study my calculus...woo~

but this pic make me feel so good :D yea~ energetic hahaha

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well ...this journel isnt just 4 the pic ....

yea~ my dear fds , if u have talked 2 me recently  ,u might know i m a bz student

 i have 2 move back home this friday ...

and i m not allowed 2 use the net at home (yea~ exams again)

i have 2 leave 4 a while ...

ill miss u guys ...but i dont feel very terrible

yea ~ i need 2 focus on my study ... i think yea... i need 2 leave 4 a while (lol bad self-control)

well...ill come back in the middle of july...IF ... no accidents... :P

hey guys ~ have fun and enjoy ur summer vacation !

                                  

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yep~ the new thing i added it 2day(27 JUNE FRIDAY)
ive tried 2 leave u a note 2 inform my dear fds...

ya~ u know what kinda of person i m lol >> (^________^)//

if u dont get my notes ...coz the system hates me ...

i cant leave u notes,pics,msgs... the system hates me n always tell me there was something wrong with the system...

it even cancels my words in the msgs ive done... that makes me look like an idiot...lol

yea~ im a talkative person....short notes...>>not me ...it ate my words...

well ... what i wanna say is...

enjoy ur summer! take a trip,play music :D

So long !

demolition lovers

yea~ a great song ... i luv it

the lyrics is very sad and horrible ...

and i just wonder what kind of relationship will become that ...

coz i think that ( the lyrics) can use to make up a good novel...

but i dont know what kind of relationship will  become demolish like the lyrics and why...

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Hand in mine, into your icy blues
And then I'd say to you we could take to the highway
With this trunk of ammunition too
I'd end my days with you in a hail of bullets

I'm trying, I'm trying
To let you know just how much you mean to me
And after all the things we put each other through and

I would drive on to the end with you
A liquor store or two keeps the gas tank full
And I feel like there's nothing left to do
But prove myself to you and we'll keep it running

But this time, I mean it
I'll let you know just how much you mean to me
As snow falls on desert sky
Until the end of everything
I'm trying, I'm trying
To let you know how much you mean
As days fade, and nights grow
And we go cold

Until the end, until this pool of blood
Until this, I mean this, I mean this
Until the end of...

I'm trying, I'm trying
To let you know how much you mean
As days fade, and nights grow
And we go cold

But this time, we'll show them
We'll show them all how much we mean
As snow falls on desert sky
Until the end of every...

All we are, all we are
Is bullets I mean this
[x4]

As lead rains, will pass on through our phantoms
Forever, forever
Like scarecrows that fuel this flame we're burning
Forever, and ever
Know how much I want to show you you're the only one
Like a bed of roses there's a dozen reasons in this gun

And as we're falling down, and in this pool of blood
And as we're touching hands, and as we're falling down
And in this pool of blood, and as we're falling down
I'll see your eyes, and in this pool of blood
I'll meet your eyes, I mean this forever

yeah~ i just need an outlet to release my feelings...

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my idea plan 4 summer>>>

1 make money

2 writing competiton

3 travel

4 lose weights

5 piano training

6 play my X box ...woo~ i miss my games...

7 save money 2 buy PSP

8 driving ...everywhere

9 lie down then watch the sky for hours

10 make my own food

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i always like 2 list these things i wanna do when i am bz 4 my exams...

i dunno why , yea~ that will make me feel good ...XD

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evil part>>>

find a place to scream

sing as loud as i can.... i dont care what  u think

i hate my neighbors 

 they like 2 judge me all the time

its none of ur business where i study in what i major in and if i can find a decent job in the future

i hate u all ... its none of ur business

i live the way i am

none of ur business

what's ur problem? 

im not very outstanding ...so what...none of ur business

 u hypocrite ...yea~ always stab me on my back ... i hate all of u ...

i got tagged by minnake ....lol long time ago...sorry~ been bz... and i just finished my accountin exam so...yea~

1. All about loving you (BonJovi)

yea~ if some1 want 2 request a song 4 me ...well

i dont like love song...but i can accept *rox love song*....yea~ RoX,

well i dont like love songs coz most of them ...well ...the lyrics r quite a mess...

but i love this 1 ...woW...BonJovi is 1 of my fav. bands ....haha~ i love them since i was...a child XD

2. I dont love you (MCR)

yeah~ haha~ amazing song...and i love the way Gerard sings.....lol even my mom loves that song

haha...amazing coz my mom hates RoX :P , but she loves Gee 2.lol

3.In the shadows (The Rasmus)

woo~that's my secret ....i love that song and...secret...

Rasmus RoX

4.Harder to breathe (Maroon 5)

the lyric match my mood then....When it gets cold outside and you got nobody to love
You’ll understand what I mean when I say There’s no way we’re gonna give up......

yea~ love that song...

5.Give it away (RHCP)

haha~ i dont know why...ya~ crazy song.... i luv it~...haha~ my mom hates this song....woooo~

 

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who wanna play this game? tag game......haha~ i dont like 2 tag or be tagged ..but ya~ minna is my babe ...so i did this!

XD

lower my head kissing my left hand , to exchange the promise that i can be absolvent

the black curtain was blown by the breeze , the sunshine struck in mutely

 

yell out silently , yell out silently, the solitary begins to ferment

make fun of me without intermission...

then time is up, let's say the prayers together...

please forgive my arrogance

nobody will understand what i feel and nobody will listen to my confession

it's so hard to bear ...so hard...

 

there is nothing behind glory ,just loneliness...

and close my eyes i can remember the day, the day father took my hands

we walked slightly through the quiet flagging road in the early morning

 

the mottled emblem , i polished it all night

the forlorn glory ,the feeling only i can feel

lead to the long gallery of hall,the vicissitudinary feeling i feel...

there is no noise ,only peacefulness

i was going to sleep and the day was going to break...

the cool morning dew dropped down on me

moistened my black suit

helplessly awaken

can only be much crueler

everything i ve done all for leading to the road of saint hall

the heavy fog drowned the intention

who is there pacing lightly and softly

the moment you're just going to cry ,the bullet has already brought ur body temperature

everyone is guilty , everyone commits different crimes

but who can decide tat who should lie down forever?

the argument will never end and will never have the result...in the endless dark night

shut your mouth up, that's the only mercy you left 

i dont know why ?

we ve met  for 7 yrs... u can never imagine how important u mean 2 me!

we used 2 be tat intimate... u r always my rolemodel... and we used 2 be best fds...

yh~ time goes by very fast ... we all group up a lot...

 i still miss u all the time  plz dont do tat 2 me , i hate 2 be ignored ...

yh~ i ve heard tat u met a boy... if i can share ur lives ... if i can wish u best ...

u r so cold ... like a strange...

how can u throw away those memories?

ur "best" friend is here...

crying!

i still remember the first day we met

those time u supported me...

yh, i know ...i m 2 stupid 2 be ur friend...

i know that i ve decayed for 3 yrs...

but ...

i wanna change

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nothing so happy ...

i wanna find the way 2 be ur best fd!

yh, maybe u can say so , i am coming day by day !

i need a outlet 2 release my feelings , always have lots of thinkings during the period of sturggling...

 maybe i have learned how 2 put my study first not buzznet , at lease i will regard my study as top priority till my exams end!

i am coming day by day

2day i studied for 6.5 hours successively...a little bit boring

so i plan 2 give myself a reward going on line then go back 2 study again

yh~ taking rests is for  longer works

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thx 4 the support n love

 

yeah~ i don't know why bt i am not ok recently for lots of things>>>

fds r part of my life >>>no doubts

i dk why as the time passed there r more n more ppl added me bt they don't talk 2 me>>>it makes me kinda depressed

i made fds by heart,n cherish our fdship...n i try 2 concern every1 bt i don't wanna b a hero sth>>>just care about u tat's all!

n maybe there r lots of pressure on me bt i can't feel it>>>i don't know why, bt i hate myself  for bein lazy

n i know tat i should be responsible 4 myself n i don't want 2 fail my exams in july

so i need 2 make a decision for my own good

>>>yeah i know tat i'm quite old 2 lots of my dear fds n i want 2 b a gd example 4 them

>>>do something active though i am not ok now n maybe it's not so ez 4 me

2day i am very sensitive n actually i wanna cry so bad for lots of things

n i don't know why >>> i am insane n childish XDlol i am a freakXD maybe a joke sometmesXD

>>>yeah i try 2 make all my things better>>>it's kinda hard!

it's rainnin in my heart n i hope tat it will become sunny soon

the decision i made is

>>> i wont be here on buzznet from 1st june till  the endin of my exams

>>>i will b back in the middle of july if i do well on tat!

>>>  so long my dear fds

love n miss

ur fd SaraXXX

 

it's so hard 2 say so.

bt u won't see me here that often i mean it!

the important exams r rly important 2 me ,n i gonna take the exams in july,

i got pile of stuffs 2 study! like calculus ,microeconomics , macroeconomics,english,chinese

n i heard of that calculus exams r very hardXP

n economics analyses r difficult 2XP

haha

there is no pleasure without pain!

i'll try 2 think sth active n brightXD

lots of pressure is totally true

bt i know we can't give up,

this is the real world,isn't it?

though we may feel depressed or disappointed sometimes

we still have 2 do it!

it's always my pleasure 2 chat with my sweet u

u mean a lot 2 me!

so ..............don't forget meXD

I"LL BE BACK  XP

Based on the best-selling novel by Philippa Gregory, The Other Boleyn Girl is
an engrossing and sensual tale of intrigue, romance, and betrayal set against
the backdrop of a defining moment in history. Two sisters, Anne (Natalie
Portman) and Mary (Scarlett Johansson) Boleyn, are driven by their ambitious
father and uncle to advance the family’s power and status by courting the
affections of the king of England (Eric Bana). Leaving behind the simplicity of
country life, the girls are thrust into the dangerous and thrilling world of court
life – and what began as a bid to help their family develops into a ruthless
rivalry between Anne and Mary for the love of the king. Initially, Mary wins
King Henry’s favor and becomes his mistress, bearing him an illegitimate
child. But Anne, clever, conniving, and fearless, edges aside both her sister
and Henry’s wife, Queen Katherine of Aragon, in her relentless pursuit of the
king. Despite Mary’s genuine feelings for Henry, her sister Anne has her
sights set on the ultimate prize; Anne will not stop until she is Queen of
England. As the Boleyn girls battle for the love of a king – one driven by
ambition, the other by true affection – England is torn apart. Despite the
dramatic consequences, the Boleyn girls ultimately find strength and loyalty in
each other, and they remain forever connected by their bond as sisters.
ABOUT THE STORY

To their father, Sir Thomas Boleyn, Anne (Natalie Portman) and her younger
sister Mary (Scarlett Johansson) are precious commodities whose personal
lives must be carefully managed so as to yield maximum financial and social
benefit for the family. Convinced that Anne has the potential to attract a suitor
of superior standing, Sir Thomas turns down a marriage proposal from a
merchant family and offers them Mary instead.

Sir Thomas soon sees a golden opportunity to exploit Anne’s beauty and wit
when his brother-in-law, the Duke of Norfolk, arranges a visit to the Boleyn
household by King Henry VIII. Aware that Queen Katherine has been unable
to produce a male heir and Henry is on the prowl for a mistress, Thomas
instructs Anne to do her best to make a favorable impression on the monarch.
Henry is immediately intrigued by the brazen young woman, but Anne proves
too headstrong for the ruler,who turns his attention instead to the sweetnatured
and equally lovely – though recently married – Mary

Deeply enthralled, the king summons the entire Boleyn family – including
mother and father, Norfolk, both Boleyn sisters, and their brother,George – to
the Royal Court for the express purpose of making Mary his lover. Sir Thomas
and the Duke of Norfolk are delighted at this turn of events – and even Mary’s
passive husband dutifully agrees to the dubious arrangement – but Mary, a
simple country girl at heart, has no interest in the life of a courtier. Anne, still
stinging from the king’s rebuff, seethes with silent anger toward her sister. ,

Taking her future and fortune into her own hands, Anne elopes in a forbidden,
secret marriage, but this is quickly discovered by Mary, who informs the
family. They send Anne to France, banishing her from Henry’s court.
Despite her initial reluctance, Mary soon finds herself deeply in love with the
tender and attentive Henry. She becomes pregnant with Henry’s child, and all
is well, until her difficult pregnancy confines her to bed rest and the king’s
romantic interest in her wanes. When Sir Thomas summons Anne to return to
court to entertain the king, it is the moment Anne has been waiting for. Just
as Mary and George find their positions at court starting to slip, Anne, still
bitter, plots to seduce the king and to exact revenge for what she sees as her
sister’s unforgivable betrayal.
First, Anne taunts her sister over the long-held grudge and persuades Henry
to cast Mary and the newborn child out of court and back to her destitute
husband in the country. With Mary out of sight, Anne begins to play out her
clever scheme to become not only the king’s mistress, but his queen. She
withholds sex from Henry, demanding that the king annul his 20-year
marriage to Katherine, send her away, and marry Anne. Henry demurs –
because divorces are not allowed within the church, such a move would
require a split with the Pope and likely spur an invasion by forces loyal to
Rome.
When news of Anne’s brief secret marriage surfaces, that one loose thread
threatens to unravel the entire plan. The calculating Anne calls upon the only
person she knows she can count on, summoning Mary back to court. Mary,
seeking peace with her sister, tells Henry that he can trust Anne, and the king,
convinced by the other Boleyn girl, marries Anne, who is now pregnant with
his child. Anne has won – she is crowned Queen of England.
But Anne’s victory comes at a high price. Henry’s controversial marriage to
Anne proves more than simply a scandal in court; the repercussions of
Henry’s split with Rome push England to the brink of war. The king is left
feeling disgusted with himself and his new bride, and with the eyes of the
world on his court, Henry knows he can avoid humiliation only if Anne
produces a son. When Anne’s first pregnancy results in a girl and she covers
up the miscarriage of a second pregnancy, the king’s patience with the Boleyn
family reaches an end. Anne, Mary, and George, at the mercy of a vengeful
king and a pitiless court, are stunned when their father and uncle sacrifice the
children in an attempt to save themselves. In the end, with the executioner’s
sword waiting for Anne, there is no one but Mary willing to speak for her, and
this time, even Mary’s words cannot save her sister. Nevertheless, it is the
unending bond between sisters that becomes Anne’s final solace.

i think this is the movie i saw the best in this year so far!

Dear Friends,

I have just read and signed the online petition:

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I personally agree with what this petition says, and I think you might
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Best wishes,

SARA

if you want to take me to fly today

in the midnight you get a chance

spread me with your delight smell of death

i'll follow you till the world gone away

 

want to suck your blood you said okay

path of heaven that we together chase

never gonna be there but fall to hell depth

want to find the track you loved me all those days

 

would you hold my hands when my life go to the end?